rheumatoidarthriti

At age 19 I was diagnosed with rheumatoid arthritis after having my son after one year of finding out I needed two totally knee replacement all the doctors appointment all the medicine even some being research medicine for months at a time being upset when the medication didn’t work for me like I wanted it to since I was 13 I’ve been dealing with severe depression ,suicidal attempts add ,anxiety over my teenage years cause my mom wanted to find something to help me Yes it’s so easy to give up it’s easy to give in and let your mental health win and let you’re diagnoses make you feel weak chronic pain is not I wouldn’t wish that on it’s scary it’s overwhelming dealing with your body pain and your mental health problems which is why I’ve survived 4 suicide attempts I’ve let it win I’ve let it make me feel useless hopeless broken and even feel A shame of myself I was saved by my mother every time I seriously attempts my suicide I was so angry that I was still alive mental hospitals helped me learn to be a fighter a Warrior even though I have pain every day all day I fight another day so if maybe you ever felt like me just know you are not alone you are not hopeless useless or any other bad thing you tell yourself you are a warrior always heee if anybody needs a friend thank you for reading a little about myself I hope to get to know some of y’all much
Love #warrior

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