Screwedlife

Depression has taken me from my love and soulmate. I have been struggling to control my depression and anxiety while living with boarderline personality disorder for a long time. I ran out on my husband for no other reason than I needed to get away from myself. I took what I could and just left. I am now in a different province alone, crying and feeling hopeless. I have screwed up the best things in my life. I need help and I want my family to understand me, not judge me. How can I ever go back? Can’t stop crying