Tuesday looms ahead. I am filled with dread. Can't help but think if only I were dead. Than this weight wouldn't have come to crush me. Weighted down I still manage to put one foot in front of the other and move . Circling the whirlpool trying not to get sucked down. Exhausted, scared, angry, sad, disappointed, and hopeful. Standing on the ledge looking down into the abyss as I try and forget your kiss that lead to all of this. I wish she could see her own mental health in the mirror and recognize her disease and realize it wasn't me that was the enemy.
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