I feel like I'm too needy for anyone...
Or that all I give to others is not enough, but what I requires is too much.
I'm afraid my boyfriend will leave me when he sees all the scars I have both physically and mentally. I'm afraid he'll think I am not worth the time and energy and love to repair.
Y'know, my old therapist once told me that it is ironic how much love I give to others, yet I don't give myself near enough. I care about old homeless strangers more than I care about myself.