Ive reacently come out of a domestic voliance situation where is wasnt good. I couldnt do alot of things Either cause i had no money or I wasnt aloud to. Now i work in early education and care and i want to say my hair like the pic a hidden rainbow. Always wanted to. But my workplace has a policy in place that you are not allowed to dye your hair unnatural colours and if you havnt seeked permission you will receive a written warning. A massive trigger of mine is asking for permission. It makes me feel like I'm back to a controling relationship again. Makes me feel like im not worth anything and I've lost power over my own body and im not in control. Ive wanted this for a while but cant bring myself to ask work. And I cant risk losing my job because i need the money to pay of the debt that ive been left with because of my ex..... I'm really torn. I didnt realise that your workplace had the power to control what you did to your own body......... #Feelinglost #tornintwo #PTSD #Anxiety #domesticviolencesurvivor