Vet

I’d revealed over the years my mental and medical health diagnoses to my family and friends(I never had more then one or two friends at a time, saying on average I never had friends ). Never, when trying to tell or explain things, was I ever able to completely finish saying what I was going to tell em. I would be bombarded with questions or comments and become sidetracked or told a few times “Let’s change the subject!” Or something along that thought.
I don’t see any of my family, some live as close as a half mile away. I did see my twin, a few days ago and his family for the first time in 5 months who live about 20 miles away.
I have been diagnosed with things like cptsd and BPD and several other medical and mental health matters.
Right now, I am going through issues cause my depression and anxiety is being compounded by my C-PTSD, I am not eating so I am not taking meds, my heart/blood pressure and diabetes seem to be okay, I am ok with that because I am me.

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