I’ll never be special to him….I love him so much but I feel our relationship is one sided. He’s on his phone with his back towards me right now and if I ask or try to look he gets defensive. I confronted him but tries to twist on me ….. I have proof but I’m the bad guy. I feel so alone and depressed to the point I’ve started cutting #Selfharm #depressed #FeelingAlone #NotGoodEnough #wannagiveupalready