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    I'm afraid my happiness is mania. Can anyone else relate?

    Do you ever feel like you're doing something wrong when you actually feel happy?

    #MightyTogether #question #FeelingAlone

    Pic of the happiest I've ever seen myself...

    Is that #narcissistic to say? I don't think I look good, I just think I look happy.

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    Feeling Useless

    Having a disability/invisible one, can be very scary for you don't know what your future will hold. Especially when you move to a new state and that the government sucks at helping individuals, getting a job and would require some adaptabilities for you in the job. It is like, why do I even exist, just to stay at home and do nothing and rot. I can't wait to see a counselor, hopefully this will help with my depression and anxiety, that I'm not alone; like The Mighty does. Also getting SSI, takes a long time to get processed, even when you have an invisible disability. Like me you have to explain and do test, to make sure you're not faking a disability, which I do get. It just sucks, sucks and more sucks; I don't wish upon this on anybody, not even my enemies.

    Thank you for letting me vent on here, I feel somewhat better.

    #Depression #FeelingAlone #invisisbledisability #Anxiety #MightyTogether

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    I just feel alone in this.. #help

    Do you ever feel like this, or is it just me...??
    #Depression #Anxiety #SuicidalIdeation #struggling #FeelingAlone

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    Giving Myself Grace

    Loving Myself through Chronic Pain
    #Ileostomy #ChronicPain #FeelingAlone #Nosupport #MedicallyDismissed
    Today I will give myself Grace and Love Myself right where I’m at, here…in this moment. I’ve spent years “hating myself”, from failed surgeries, to chronic pain, depression, anxiety, feeling dismissed by doctors/surgeons and the rejection that creates. But today I’m choosing to love me, to give myself Grace, to realize I did not choose this life path rather it chose me. My days do not look like any normal day, any day. That’s okay. I’ve come to accept me, my limitations along with my unquieness. On days I miss the old me, the healthy me, I remind myself life is a journey not a sprint. I take my time to reflect, to feel, to allow those negative feelings to be brought into light so I can deal with them, heal from them. I no longer am running from my reality. Rather I am facing it, the good, the bad and the ugly. Allowing myself to heal from the trauma I’ve faced. Indeed it’s not overnight, sometimes it may be 1 step forward 2 steps back, other days it’s moment by moment… but…. Today I’m choosing to love myself a little more, a little stronger, a little harder. Leaning into acceptance.

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    Finally was able to eat today, it has been 3 days. I always here the comments “are you going to eat today” or “well you need to eat” or “your a skeleton”… I know it’s a coping mechanism for them to make humor of it. Needless to say it’s not that I don’t want to eat, it’s that I literly am so sick right now that I can’t stomach food. How do you lead by example when your teenage daughter literly said “it’s not the cool thing to do, eating isn’t cool” but all you want to do is run to the bathroom or curl up in a ball in the dark. #FeelingAlone #Anxiety #Depression #MixedConnectiveTissueDiseaseMCTD #RaynaudsDisease #Trauma #Stepmom

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    Feeling horrible

    I’m sinking in sludge, my mind is so chaotic, overflowing, disorganized, my anxiety & depression are at its peak. I can’t even try to prioritize 🥵🤯
    I’m broker than broke since February & have no money to buy food.
    My cat (Viggo) is sick, he’s my rock, my zen master, my sweet love. We are waiting for the biopsy results & then we will find out more but he’s vomiting daily since the end of March & has lost so much weight & all I feel are bones when I hold him. 😭
    I have no one to help me & don’t know what to do. I think I’m finally losing it.
    So, so very tired of trying & fighting & hoping.
    #lost #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #ChronicDepression #FeelingAlone

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    Wanna talk? :)

    Anyone want to talk about BPD or any of the hashtags with me? Would be so thankful to know I’m not alone with some situations I go through :) #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Depression #Anxiety #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #Autism #FeelingAlone #SuicideIdeation

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    #MentalHealth making job searching hard :/

    I’ve spent the last three weekend searching for a new less overwhelming job and so far am feel completely defeated.

    I’ve taken a small break due to being sick this weekend but now I’m anxious and can’t sit still although I feel like crap. Both my anxiety and depression are high and even more draining than usual.

    I’m afraid to ask for help regarding looking for a new job due to my family believing this currently job is perfect for me. It’s not. I’ve taken my hobby and turned it into a job and am now unset and don’t want to do anything. In almost three months I’ve watched myself fade away and become someone I don’t know anymore.

    I’m so sad I wish I’d hear back from a job that wasn’t Amazon 😞

    #alone #FeelingAlone #CheckInWithMe #anxious #Job

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    Since when did GP’s become psychic?

    Absolutely fed up of Doctors and not being able to “see” a doctor ! Over two years since I physically saw a GP, try as I might ! Try telling them we have no house phone and no mobile signal in the valley, I have to drive 8 miles to get a signal.
    The wifi in the valley is copper and signal in and out.
    I managed to drag myself into the doctors. Explained yet again but told (no doctor will not see you until they have spoken to you) 😔.
    The world has gone mad.
    18 month to 3 years for referral to specialist appointment.
    How can doctors diagnose over the phone ? I have heard of all kinds of magic, voodoo, incarnations, even dream walking but telephone divination is not one of them! Deflated and pain is off the scale. Anyone got a suggestion, even email consultation needs a telephone number to get back to you ? Am I missing the point ? #GP #Doctors #healthcaresystem #ChronicPain #BeingIgnored #FeelingAlone #howmuchmoreshouldihavetotake ?

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    Since when did GP’s become psychic?

    Absolutely fed up of Doctors and not being able to “see” a doctor ! Over two years since I physically saw a GP, try as I might ! Try telling them we have no house phone and no mobile signal in the valley, I have to drive 8 miles to get a signal.
    The wifi in the valley is copper and signal in and out.
    I managed to drag myself into the doctors. Explained yet again but told (no doctor will not see you until they have spoken to you) 😔.
    The world has gone mad.
    18 month to 3 years for referral to specialist appointment.
    How can doctors diagnose over the phone ? I have heard of all kinds of magic, voodoo, incarnations, even dream walking but telephone divination is not one of them! Deflated and pain is off the scale. Anyone got a suggestion, even email consultation needs a telephone number to get back to you ? Am I missing the point ? #GP #Doctors #healthcaresystem #ChronicPain #BeingIgnored #FeelingAlone #howmuchmoreshouldihavetotake ?