I want to know what everyone thinks and please be honest, I'm not going to be mad cause I am probably thinking same thing Well in 2019 me and this guy started hanging out nothing sexual at 1st. He was so sweet and caring always did what he could just to make me smile. He went out of his way when I didn't ask. I have horrible self esteem especially since I have touretts "just muscle jerks I can't control" Well he knee it bothered me bad, but he would say things like "it's cute" or "can't even tell" bla bla bla. Well within Fee days we started dating and 3 months later he talked me into marriage " I never thought or wanted get/be married" Well I thought life couldn't get any better. Then the day came. His friend was selling his car Well husband asked me if I'd get it for him since he didn't have any money. Well I told him I'd have to check see how much money I had, well I went and checked & didn't have that much so were in the car he keep saying How are you broke & telling me I was lying. Well he pulled car over and started going off on me. I was confused cause this was something that he didn't do he was amazing. Wow I was in a big surprise nxt thing I knew he punched me so hard that his one punch made both my eyes black swollen shut for about a month. Why I stayed I don't know. Well he apologized and keep telling me he was sorry and he didn't mean to do it,I'll nvr happen again. Skip forward to now he's in jail for beating me up for the 2nd time less than 2 months. Well He calls and writes & tell me how much he loves me followed by "can you put money on my books & order me a pac (a special order that comes with food so inmats don't have to eat that nasty jail food) But the days he don't need anything or I can't do anything cause I'm broke he is so mean and calls me every name in the book. I can't stand him treating me like that so I give in and do what he wants. This is a newer ending cycle. I want to leave cause I'm sick and tired of gettin treated this way, but I love him so much and I know somewhere in there is a sweet amazing man that I miss and want back, but I also know I don't have money like I used to. All because of him he literally took what he could and broke me. So is it just me or do ya thin he only wants whats what I'm convent
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