WTFhappened

I have a question for the women. I had a hysterectomy on September 1st of 2020. Everything was removed but my ovaries 😩. I am 41 years old and single, so my baby making days were over. I was having severe pain in my bladder and it caused my stomach to bloat which made the pain worse. I started to see blood in my urine and that's when I decided to go to the ER🤨 To make a long story short I had Aydenmyosis its when fibroids push through your uterine wall. I tried Depo- Provera shot, and I morphed into a monster 👹.
So my gyno said the best thing you can do is have a hysterectomy. So I did. What a nightmare. I went in thin and athletic came out with totally different body. It has taken away my desire to want to be attractive. I feel like nothing. The worst part of it all is I gained 20 lbs and I am unable to lose a pound. Has anyone else had a bad experience after a hysterectomy? #BodyDysmorphicDisorder # disgusted#pleasehelpme #Abuse #SuicideSurvivor #WTFhappened

#Fibromyalgia
I am on Lyrica but was switched to generic and I am having a lot of breakthrough pain. Brand is $400 a month🤣. I am miserable and unable to sleep through the night even tho I take something for that too. Arghgh! I feel like I want to give up trying to figure this out. I have an appointment with my Rheumy and GP who can try to get insurance to work out an affordable cost but I don’t know how long that’ll take. I was doing really well and this is sooo depressing. The things I usually did to handle flares aren’t working and this flare started when I had to switch. Just venting. Also financial troubles from years of medical bills and rising copays. I have so much to do over the holidays I don’t know how I am going to get through it, and I want to enjoy it not endure it for goodness sake! I miss my old pain threshold let alone my old pain free life. I really don’t know whether to laugh or cry!