So I had therapy... That was ...OK. After that talk I had go promise not to harm myself.... Promises are dangerous things. But I said yes.
One hr is not enough to explain everything.
So next week Doctors appointment on the 6th, Therapy on the 7th and Psychiatrist on the 10th.
So back to watching the times. Got two more videos for Blood in the Art to do audio for, four to complete and 2 to edit. They seem pleased with this... Plans on releasing them all once I'm done. They help me... They might help someone else.
I am not Mr. Robot 👀 ....I AM Mr. X.
This year has been the best year of my life. I got a year long fellowship that I applied for 7 times and was a finalist twice. I’ve made the best work of my life. I’ve made great friends. I had a solo show that was reviewed by multiple publications. I’ve made great connections with galleries and curators. But my gallery closed, my fellowship is ending in August, my career wasn’t launched the way I was hoping.I got this fellowship when I needed it the most. Last year I was suicidal, hopeless, lonely, and felt like an abject failure. I can see the darkness coming and I need help staving it off.