Poetry

In the eyes of a teenage crystallized
Oh, the prettiest of lights
That hang the hallways of the home
And the cries from the strangers out at night
They don't keep us up at night
We have the curtains drawn and closed
We all are living in a dream
But life ain't what it seems
Oh, everything's a mess
And all these sorrows I have seen
They lead me to believe
That everything's a mess
But I wanna dream
I wanna dream
Leave me to dream
Leave me to dream…

I know I’m annoying,
You don’t have to tell me
I know I’m weird,
I hear it a lot
I know I’m not beautiful,
People remind me everyday
I know I’m boring,
But,
That’s the one thing that just isn’t quite me
People have made me see
That they don’t like me
So I shut down
My thoughts pound
Scared to move or do anything
Because I’m scared I’ll get another comment about me again
All I wanted was to have fun but I can’t, because that’s the one thing I’m not-
And I know that too, people have shown me through and through…

I'm sittin' here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wastin' my time, I got nothin' to do
I'm hangin' around, I'm waitin' for you
But nothing ever happens
And I wonder

I'm sittin' here, I missed the power
I'd like to go out, takin' a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired, put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens
And I wonder

-Lemon Tree, by Fool’s Garden

° " Growing Up I Was Severely Bullied For My Race And Disabilitie's... No Matter How Many Time's I Wanted To End My Life... I Couldn't All Because I Had To Take Care Of Two People.. In My Younger Year's On To My Teenage Year's... I Still Get Bullied As An Adult... And It's Insane... Like How Can People Become So Cruel And Inhumane Toward's Someone Else.. We Are All Human... No Matter How Thing's Are... You Cannot Change Or Try To Mold Someone Into Something That You Want Them To Become... That's Not How Life Work's... Or Change Someone's Imperfection's.. We Are All Beautifully Unique Inside And Out No Matter How People Assume How We Should Become... " ° #Thought 's ☆▪︎☆ S.K. ☆▪︎☆

° " Sometime's People Are Lonely For Diffrent Reason's And Choice's... But Ever Since Being On Lockdown At The Beginning Of The Pandemic... Thought's And Feeling's Etc Human Interaction's... Have Definitely Changed... I Don't Like Being Alone... But After Being With Someone Since I Was 18.. Now I Like Being By Myself... Sure I Wished I Had Someone To Talk To... And To Come Home 2... But Then Again I See Alot Of People Daily Everyday At Work.. So It's Very Draining Of My Amount Of Energy... Plus Alot Of Diffrent Personalitie's That I Meet Everyday... So When I'm Alone I Zone Out... And Alot Of People Don't Seem To Understand Why I'm Alone All The Time... Human Interaction's Are Very Draining To Me Now... I'm Not In No Way Being Negative... I'm An INTROVERT... With Feeling's And Emotion's... And A Pure Big Heart And A Personality... That Nobody Will Never Get To See Or Experience... " ° #Thought 's Sincerely, ☆▪︎▪︎☆• Skaoi Kvitravn •☆▪︎▪︎☆