I had #BingeEatingDisorder and smoking weed helped for years, then I stopped smoking and started the disorder again. Back up 20lbs and feeling terrible 🥺😢 But I don’t want to smoke again as it made me tired and not motivated. I’m happy I do not smoke but scared for my body and mind.
Relazing that my mental disorder #boarderlingpersonalitydisorder has caused my distorted eating and lack self worth. I’ve been into fitness for almost a decade. Had #bingeating and #Purging 4 years ago, I got injured and started to eat a lot again. Now I’m back at my haviest. Not feeling the greatest about myself and scared about my life and what to do. I’m 28 now and still in a mental prison with my body image. 🥺 I’m a mental head case worried I’ll never find love as I am just not okay.
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