what does bipolar feel like?

imagine you're driving your car and someone else grabs the steering wheel and you've lost control of your ability to drive.

i am finding it very difficult at the moment to process what my brain instructs me to do when i am elevated versus when i am well balanced versus when i am suicidal.

it's such a contradiction experiencing three separate worlds and being responsible for each of them when my actions are beyond my immediate control. #Depression #Anxiety #Bipolar #bipolatdisorder #borderlinepersonality #MentalHealth #MentalHealthAwareness