BodelinePersonality

#BodelinePersonality #bullied #Depression #fibromaylgia
I have been getting this really upsetting dreams lately, and its mostly from times in my past where I was really bullied. School, army, work. I wake up upset and so anxious that im shaking and sweating all feel so real.

I met this really nice guy, and he really cares. We talk about our problems. At times I really like him, and times I just want to push him away! Am I fucking crazy? What is wrong with me?

Im currently looking after my mom in South Africa as she had 2 operations , and there is not really mental health assistance here, and the gp just give me my meds I got from my gp in the UK give me.

Is there anyone on here that can advise who I can speak to in South Africa?

Desperate❤️

before I go in to get prescribed by my doc, I was wondering what you guys take for each( depression , anxiety and BPD) so I could do some research before I go in

#Anxiety , #boderlinepersonalitydisorder , #Antidepressants