My wife is in excruciating pain, agony and her body is atrophying. Seeing her in such a state I suffer... seeing me suffer she wants to separate... she further says she suffers more on my count and my seeming inability to support her emotionally from my own incapacitated state ...My suffering compounds and multiplies. For I still love her. Stewing in a toxic cocktail of suffering... death will be so redeeming... for her... for me 😢
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