Loneliness

Before my brain injury, I moved fast.

Solved problems before people could finish describing them.

I thought that speed was my superpower.

Until it broke me.

I wrote this piece about what happened after—and how I had to rebuild not just my mind, but my whole way of being.

...And?

How I lived in allegro—and learned to survive in lento.

📝 ...And?

If this feels familiar to you, I’d love to know. It’s lonely work, sometimes.

Hi, my name is taymoores80. I've been diagnosed with borderline personal disorder, severe anxiety, treatment resistant depression, fibromyalgia, migraines. I thought I would try this to find people who understand what I am going through, the pain, the loneliness. Do any of you feel like maybe you are just floating in a fog, all these different things like words floating around my head trying to figure out what is real, I really don't know anymore.I'm so confused I don't what is real, anymore, just the feeling and the sound and pressure of my fingers on the keyboard but there is roaring in my head, I can't see what I am doing,im sad I'm lonely I'm frustrated, disappoint everyone. I'm just writing what what ever is coming into my head, I'm useless worthless and alone forever, I will never find another to love because`every guy I have been with either beat or rape or tell me what a worthless b I am I'm scared really scared because I think I am never coming out of this I can't see

#MightyTogether #Anxiety #Depression #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Migraine #Fibromyalgia #PTSD #EatingDisorder #Grief

Hard, caregiving, family, mother's day, breakfast?, two pair a jeans n 2 shirts frm Walmart, someone's work, hydro, sleepless nights n bipolar, and an elder birthday we pulled off twice, even firewood's expensive, favourite smells are a luxury, bus travel's hot now, a cheesecake no one wanted, and a 4 dollar crappy butter chicken the dogs ate, n motherhood depression, I think God kills or gives credit where credit's due, fettucini, donuts, gf groceries, single milk, n bucket list dreams, just accept what you have n don't ask for more, gratitude n sorrow all together, lonely people paint with their hand behind their back don't they

Hi! I’m new to this whole thing & seeing a neurodiverse group made me happy. Although I’m not officially diagnosed (there’s so much that’s to be “officially” diagnosed since I’m forever being told “I’m fine” so that’s that)… but I realised I’m neurodivergent or well specifically discovered the term a few years ago & in a way it was relieving to know that I wasn’t alone…

I joined The Mighty since I am currently trying to get through this intense wave of loneliness (although I’ve been lonely all my life & yet the past few months have worsened it) & I am really struggling right now. This week has been a nightmare & I have an urgent deadline in 48hrs & haven’t been able to bring myself to do anything other than doomscroll my existence away.

Idk what the purpose of this post or blabbering is but eventually I just want to find a space to belong to & people to talk to since rn I don’t think I’m ever gonna end up with friends in the current city.…. Uhh yea that’s about it. Nice to meet you all, I guess 😅

Hi, my name is Thelonelycrow. I'm here because I have been struggling with intense loneliness for pretty much all my life, but with the added burden of my health issues and the burnout, everything has become increasingly difficult. As much as I am trying to handle everything by myself, the intense loneliness is driving my crazy, and most often I end up procrastinating & doing nothing (which eventually sabotages a whole lot of things for me), while all I want is just some human interaction.

#MightyTogether #Depression #Migraine #Fibromyalgia #RheumatoidArthritis #Anxiety #Asthma

WHAT IF MY FAMILY HAD A SET SCHEDULE N CAME HOME EARLIER

WHAT IF MY OLD PEOPLE WERE HEALTHIER MORE FREE N MORE SOCIAL

WHAT IF I WAS MORE SOCIAL REALKY

WHAT IF PEOPLE SAID THANKYOU

WHAT IF SPECIAL OCCASIONS WERE SPENT TOGETHER IN JOY

WHAT IF BREAKS N DAYS OFF DIDN'T LEAD TO TEARS

WHAT IF I WAS CLOSER TO EXTENDED FAMILY

AND WENT OUT OF TOWN RELAXEDLY WITH FAMILY

AND HAD BETTER FINANCES

AND WASN'T TAKEN FOR GRANTED OF

AND WHEN PARTNER CAME HOME AFTER A LONG DAY WE BOTH SAID THANKYOU N A KISS

AND I EXERCISED MORE IN TGE PARKS N WILDS

N ATE LESS

N CONSUMED LESS PACKAGING N THINGS

AND HELPED THE WORLD MORE

N ENCOURAGED PEOOLE MORE

AND WASN'T SO LONELY

#CheckInWithMe #AutismSpectrumDisorder #Autism #Depression #Anxiety

It has been a while since I have posted lately. Things have been hard with my work and living. I do love my job as a library assistant, but it can be stressful at times especially with money. I know I keep getting told to get a new job, but I love what I do. There is not hardly any openings anywhere for full time jobs so it is hard. Plus, I have been lonely lately. I do not have any friends really. It is hard to look for friend groups when you have mom who needs to be taken care of and who is afraid to go anywhere by herself. I do love my Mom and I consider her my friend, but I want someone around my age to be friends with as well, and also find a girlfriend (I am 36 and most people around my live where I live are already married and have kids.)

Sorry about the rant, but I just wanted to get that off of my chest.