Crybaby

I feel like crying all the time, when I do it doesn’t always have to have a reason can be the most simple thing #Depression #Anxiety #Crybaby

I started a new job and grossly underestimated the physical toll. This weekend after taking much attitude from people who should be training and mentoring me I ran smack into a pain train. The combo was too much and I cried at work. Now I’m terrified that I’ll be under a microscope which will make me even more sensitive which will exacerbate my pain which will... you know the cycle.😩
#CheckInWithMe

I work from home. I’m doing what I love, making and selling art, but the real reason I work at home is because I have extreme social anxiety and depression. I am ALWAYS exhausted no matter how much or how little sleep I get. The Christmas rush was insane and I spent at least ten hours a day in my office for two months. Much of that I was incredibly tired, stressed, and crying all the time. Especially because that’s when I found out my sweet wonderful 14 year old cat has cancer. Now I can’t bring myself to clean up the mess that has accumulated in there and continue working. All I want to do when I enter that room is cry my eyes out. So nothing is getting done and I feel like a huge waste and a failure. #Work #Crybaby #Depression #Anxiety #Cleaninghouseissues