Hello my beautiful strong family, I’m not doing so well physically or emotionally..... #ClusterHeadaches #Lupus #SpinalFusion #afraid #Pain
I feel at my lowest right now. I just underwent a Bilateral Spinal Fusion of L4, L5, S1 with a 2 disc cadaver spacer and laminectomy July 19th.
I’m in the late stages of my Lupus. U all know... lost organs and kidneys. #distractmehour
#DistractMe I’m really low ! I sit hear and cry and can’t stop. I’m not depressed! I have a great psychiatrist for last 13 yrs. I just truly have reasons. I had to give my boys to their dad cuz I couldn’t take care of them anymore. I’m remarried to a great man but who is gone for days cuz he is LAFD Paramedic.
The pain is undesirable. I feel empty. Alone