eatingdisorderecovery

The ED voice is so loud & I am tired of fighting it. #EDrecovery #recoveryishard #EDwarrior #eatingdisorderecovery

I’m doing the thing. I’m eating the stuff. On paper and food diary it has probably never looked better. Why then do I feel so mentally horrible? worse than I was whilst living a life in hospital. I’m doing all the right things yet there is no satisfaction, no pride- just quiet resentment that I’ve taken leaps in the right direction even though I hate the disorder with all of my being. #Anorexia #ED #EatingDisorder #eatingdisorderecovery #Recovery