feelingweird

Anyone else have a hard time with talking to people in general? I have social anxiety and I hate trying to hold a conversation with others. I've always been this way and I feel weird because of it. I loathe being in situations that aren't related to work or alcohol. Being extremely shy and having a shitty self esteem also adds to the issue as well.

I’m struggling today. I am battling this numbing insecure feeling today. I just feel terrible to be honest. I have therapy at 3 o’clock across town and I don’t want to go. I guess I want to tell her I’m okay and that I know that I feel this way cause Im sad my vacation is over but I’m so happy to be home. i dont know what my deal is today. but I just don’t feel good. #thestruggle #Depression #numbness #feelingweird