freshstarts

Hello everyone!
I'm back after 1 year and six months of being silent reader here.
The heartache that I've been through was all memories now. We are all matters💟

I've never had a family people who I can call on or count on when things get rough I've had a shite childhood and crap start to adult life I've been through it to say the least. I have multiple illnesses and mental health problems but 3 and half months ago i met love of my life a man i thought didnt exist. he came into my life when I was least expecting it and completely turned it around. hes brought me into his family and made me one of his own hes shown me love affection and made me see I am able to be loved. I have so much learning to do to let him in on my darkest demons and to learn that I wont loose him. hes loyal, caring, loving, understanding and acturally cares about how I am and how I'm feeling. I cant express the love i have for him and his family its sooo scary cause I love him to much to the point where I know I want him to my last breath. I'm so scared to love, to let my guard down but with him It just happens. I'm Thankful. #Love #BPD #Bipolar #badchildhood #freshstarts #ChronicIllness