This has been a continual thought for the longest time especially after my diagnosis with fibromyalgia. This year has been the worst. I miss my dad terribly, I have lost so many friends, I don’t have a partner, I live alone, I am losing the business I worked so hard to build due to the pain and my depression, my bipolar is getting harder to control and I feel like my life has crashed down around me. I don’t see the point in living anymore. I just don’t see the point? I don’t want to stay in this miserable life anymore with a narcissistic mother and disinterested brother. I wish I was dead. I am tired of crying and being so sad and alone and of people not understanding my illness or grief. What really is there to live for and who would miss me anyway? #iamsosad #Fibromyalgia #BipolarDisorder #Grief #SuicidalThoughts #Whatsthepoint