Truth Comes Out
Arguing continues... as I can't figure out the words exactly for what's been bothering me. I guess that's one of the #bpdsymptoms . Just asking my husband why he can't offer to watch our baby a few hours each week so I can focus on some hobbies. he says your home all day and the baby doesn't need held all the time. A new mom and friend of ours works from home right now because of the quarantine. My husband asks, "How does she work from home, have a baby and still get things done?" The unspoken words are that I don't do enough as a wife especially since I'm a stay at home mom... glad it took me getting depressed and starting an argument for him to admit it. I feel like something just died in me. #SuicideIdeation #majoredepressivedisorder #Borderlinerelationships #borderlinepersonalitydosorder