I feel so guilty 😔 sorry for the rant.
Some days are good then there are days like today. I am very pregnant and baby should be here in a few weeks, but I feel so bad for my low moods.
Not getting out of bed, doing my chores, taking care of myself, and just being depressed. Not even these little things but big things too that I've been procrastinating for some time, I feel like I could go on and on about things I need to do. I can't really put it into words... I really just want to be better for my husband and soon to be son 😪. My husband is doing sooo much for me and i just want to be helpful as well, be a team. It hurts so much that my depression is still here and strong.
I feel guilty for feeling this way. And no this is not just hormones... though they probably make things worse.
I made a choice that I want to live a few weeks ago, I am not going to give up. But dang this is hard.
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