Feeling angry with myself, i let my ex crawl back into my life and tried to be his friend whilst turning down his constant need for sex n talking dirty. I chose to ignore that he hadn't changed because I wanted to be friends and was lonely....low and behold he's discarded me again now he's found a fresh new supply from someone else. God I'm stupid, back to square one no contact and trying to block him out...
#EmotionalAbuse #Gaslighting #messingwithmyhead