notdoingwellrightnow

Quarantine is hard, and sucks. My mental health is declining, my anxiety is kicking my ass. All I do is sleep and i just want this to be over. #quarantinethoughts #whendoesitstop #notdoingwellrightnow

Hello all I'm sadie. I'm an addict I was using meth for approx. 6 years honestly feels like it was only a couple I barely remember anything from the last few years I remember starting and I remember quiting but the stuff between is blurry. I've been sober now for almost 60 days!! But recently with my mental health and illnesses it's been tough I havent had insurance to go to the doctor to get my meds so I've been trying to cope with it all my boyfriend who I've been with for almost 5 years but I've known him for about 10 is really the only person who talks to me and it gets hard for him some days and he gets mad because o say things after i get a scenario in my head and i hurt my own feelings and over react about it. I guess that's all I have for now. I'll see you all later Blessed Be! #hopingforthebest

I'm sinking down in the pit right now. D.I.D had for me deep down into the rabbit hole. 🖤💔☠️☠️☠️
#CheckInWithMe #Selfharm #suicidal #tired