So as I shared previously I saw my Psychiatrist to. And...I didn't expect anything less than being admitted. Not in a great place mentally, so it is most probably better for myself and those around me.
This is not my 1st time in a Psychiatric Hospital, but like the previous I truly hope this is the last. I'm in a different hospital than I was before so I need get used to how things work here. I hate being called by my last name just because "that's how we do things here". Maybe I am just over sensitive.
This place is cold and impersonal. Open plan room with 4 people sharing, I hate not having a bit of privacy. Closest thing to grass is the plastic roll outs in the smoking area and the closest tree or plant is beyond the fence in front of me.
I am going to try say 1 positive thing...At least the staff are kind of friendly
I am lonely and feel completely out of place. Let's see what's for dinner...
#MentalHealth #BipolarDisorder #Bipolar2 #scared