Hi , let me introduce myself, I'm Megan I just turned 29, I have borderline personality disorder , Social Anxiety & major depression disorder, lately I ve been hallucinating some and have been very paranoid about everything especially my relationships with people close to me. I tend to always scare everyone away. My pappaw just died as well 5 days ago. I'm really struggling with guilt and grief as well as I think I might have a physcohological problem, i don't think I'm bulimic but I think I have convinced myself to vomit every time I eat,, to feel better. I don't know what to do about this. I just have so much on my plate I feel like the walls are caving in on me.

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