My emotions fluctuate so much during the day, and whatever I feel...I feel INTENSELY.

Right now at this particular moment in time i hate myself.
I don't feel like I AM anything.
5 minutes ago I felt like I was going to implode.
5 minutes before than I felt like I was going to break down and cry so much that I may flood my house.
5 minutes before I felt so anxious I wanted to simply disappear .
5 minutes before that I felt so dirty I couldn't stop cleaning myself.
Over and over again.
5 minutes before that I felt so ugly, so vulnerable and so totally afraid.
5 minutes before that i felt completely naked.
I was fully clothed in my daily attire.
My Pajamas.
5 minutes before that i felt so utterly exhausted i couldn't keep my eyes open.

And right now
I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING.
NOTHING AT ALL.

And whatever I feel, I feel so intensely.

#CPTSD #BPD #GAD #MDD #OCD #CFS #BDD #PMDD #pissedoffendswithad #sodoessad #asdoesafraid #afraidofbeingabandoned .

Yours Truly
UndeaDanDUnweD.

#MightyTogether