Hello im jasmine.. I have lupus fibro and gastroparsis (not sure of im spelling that right) anyway I can't take the opioid pills that they give me when im not in the hospital.. I'm allergic to most opioids except Dilaudid so I get that but lately my pain has been off the charts and I went to the ER once and I haven't been back cuz I've been pushing through my pain and suffering as much as I can. I'm scared cuz drs. Think one way about me and then some understand its such a hard time finding the balance cuz they look at me as a drug addict but im not.. And it scares me to go to the ER that they might admit me again or look at me like an addict... Or im just in pain and trying to act well.. I don't leave the house and I have no friends its so sad... #NeedFriends