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    I got it done!

    What is something you were able to do this week that was more than you thought you'd be able to?
    I was able to work 3 hours extra past my shift end. It was hard, but I got it done!
    I'm proud of myself. 😊 #Proudofmyself #Hardwork #Pushingmyself #Gooddays

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    Does anyone here live alone like a hermit no kids, single, no friends etc?

    Not by choice but more so circumstances. I know some of you have kids and that. I meant like someone who is completely single, no kids, or social life. I know a guy like that and a girl too but we don't really click which is a bit redundant. I find myself wanting to make connections but always missing the mark. I feel ashamed talking about it at assessments and at the doctors. I only see the odd hairdresser friend when I need to do my hair or something and obviously come on here or go on social media . Other than that don't contact my family either due to our fallout over my mental health. Somedays I feel that I could get used to it but other days it's hard I wish I had at least a love relationship but it's hard just leaving the house. I'm embarrassed about my situation and I feel if I met someone they wouldn't want me because I have nothing going on. I've had lots of rejections. Anyone else have this lifestyle? Do you get used to it? CAN YOU get used to it and the boredom and sadness? Does it get better? Can YOU BE HAPPY this way? I'm 30 now and wondering if it ever gets better 😂 🤔
    #lonelytogether #outcast #Lifestyle #Depression #Pushingmyself #empath #creatingjoy #Selfcompassion #startingfromscratch #Spirituality

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    I push #Pushingmyself

    Hello im jasmine.. I have lupus fibro and gastroparsis (not sure of im spelling that right) anyway I can't take the opioid pills that they give me when im not in the hospital.. I'm allergic to most opioids except Dilaudid so I get that but lately my pain has been off the charts and I went to the ER once and I haven't been back cuz I've been pushing through my pain and suffering as much as I can. I'm scared cuz drs. Think one way about me and then some understand its such a hard time finding the balance cuz they look at me as a drug addict but im not.. And it scares me to go to the ER that they might admit me again or look at me like an addict... Or im just in pain and trying to act well.. I don't leave the house and I have no friends its so sad... #NeedFriends

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    Today I’m going to.....

    Have a shower and leave the house. #Pushingmyself #smallsteps #positive