SevereChronicPain

¿ " Everytime I Work As A Cashier... My Wrist × Hand's Hurt... My Sciatica Start's Going... My Entire Body Is Alway's Screaming In Pain.. Everyone Just Think's That Now I Don't Want To Work... And Just Sit At Home And Collect Money ??? Like How Mean Can You Become.. Just Because I'm Not At Work To Pick Up Everyone's Extra Level Of Lazy Work Ethic... I'm Truly So Sick And Tired You.. Should All Read The Amount Of Complaining And Bad Service This Company Get's... And Somehow Me Taking Too Much Time Off... Is Effecting Thier Own Issue's With Having To Work Alittle More When Someone Else Is Out... It's Mind Blowning How These People AKA My Boss And Co-worker's Love To Yell At Me For Not Showing Up... I Do It 1 Day If I Really Don't Feel 100%.. And I Get In Hot Water For It.. I Work My A** Off... And Atleast Customer's See That.. And Appreciate What I Do.. Because They See That I Really Struggle With My #cerebral Palsy... Everytime I Get Off Work I Can't Use My Hand's I Drop Thing's Without Even Knowing Or Feeling It... My Hip's Give Me More Issue's... And Somehow I'm Unmotivated To Do My Task's And Job... And Get Yelled At... I'm Still Looking For Something Else But All I Keep Seeing Are Food Service Job's Only Hiring .. " ? #Anxiety 《 Skaoi Kvitravn 》

° When I Was Born... I Came Out A 2 Twin Premature.. With Lack Of Oxygen To My Brain... Cerebral Palsy ▪︎ Scoliosis... When I Was Six Year's Old I Went Through 6 Surgerie's On My Feet And Leg's... Which To This Day.. And All Of My 38 Year's Of Living Hasn't Helped Me.. At All But Suffer More Chronic Pain In My Chin's Where My Scar's Are And My Feet... I'm Also Deformed And Have A Broken Foot. That Doctor's Missed... I Can't Work With A Broken Foot It's Too Painful.. Doctor's Then Wanted My Parent's To Let Then Do Surgery On My Spine... They Said NO! Out Of Them Paralyzing Me Forever... I Take Over The Counter Medication... But With My Pain Level I'm Intolerant To The Medication Now. When I Accidentally Cut Myself I Cannot Feel Anything Until I See Red Or Feel Wet. My Level Of Pain Last's Up 2 To 3 Day's.. I Have To Crawl To Use The Bathroom Or Shower... Because My Muscle's And Nerve Ending's.. Don't Send Signal's Fast Enough Anymore... This Is Why I Have Major Insomnia And Mentally It's Taken A Toll On Me.. My Body Sux... My Brain Is Now Foggy And I Can't Remember Thing's Or What To Do Next.. I'm Extremely Fatigued All The Time... When I Do Too Much Task's At Work.. I'm Out Of Breath And Can't Breathe... But People Don't Fucking Care At All... This Is All Traumatic For Me.. Ever Since Being Sick With Covid. Idk If I Will Ever Get Out Of This # Deep Depression Episode It's Been 1 Month Already... And People Will Never Understand Me.. They Alway's Assume The Worst Out Of Me... And That's Truly Not Fair To Me... I Try My Best.... " • #depressionepisode •○•Skaoi Kvitravn ○•○