waiting #depressed #SexuallyFRUSTRATED #Worried #Anxiety
I have decided to seek professional therapy.
However, they can’t see me until January 10th. It’s not that I’m suicidal, but I’m just so damned tired of crap from having to beg to get work from term to term (adjunct instructor) to lack of respect from my 16-year old (who will listen to only her mother) to getting anxiety attacks that make have to force myself to do anything including going to work or even leaving the house to lack of sexual relations with my wife (8 years now) to worrying about bills/house repairs/college tuition for my oldest, etcetera.
Just so damned tired.