Whatswrong

I’m sick of being asked what’s wrong.
Once I answer, I don’t know, I get told that I am not my thoughts. That even if I feel like this I shouldn’t give it air time.
I feel like shit. Last week I felt great, this week is shit and I feel suicidal. It’s cyclical .. I’m tired of it.
I say- I feel misunderstood. I get told- is that your problem if you if misunderstood?
I say- yes it is.
I’m going to try some meditation today, I caught this sunrise on my bike just earlier, and I have work to do. Very unmotivated 😞

im 25 and ive never had a job. i volenteer alot and i have a nice looking resume and all that. ive gone on indeed and ive applyed to over 98 different places and i havent had any job interviews. im legally blind and cant drive other then that you'd never know that i have any issues. it seems like im just wasting my time at this point and i need to reachout to someone. im really deperate because i have found that my selfesteam and confidence is directly linked to feeling that im helping or that im needed.

there are no employment agencys where i live and alot of them seem to be a waste of time aswell they have part time work one day a week everyother week, type work. im now at a loss as to why i never get called back or why its so hard to actually find work when i see these burnt out druggies and alcohalics getting high paying jobs from week to week like its nothing. i just bully the crap out of myself telling myself all these negitive things about myself as reasons why i didnt get called back. i just begining to hurt inside and feel unwanted.

#Anxiety #Depression #Disability #LegallyBlind #rejected #why #Work #Job #Jobs #self-doubt #Welfare #Whatswrong #Whatsthepoint

I'm bipolar. Sex is a huge outlet for me. My boyfriend is the opposite. He's asking me to just get through this phase but understand he can't sexually satisfy me. What to do? He is just not reciprocating. I'm so bored! #Sexuality #SexuallyFRUSTRATED #Whatswrong #is it me #Dontwannacheat #Doesntunderstand

My week has actually been pretty good. I’m slowly getting over my social anxiety around my coworkers and I’ve been taking advice on how to deal with silence/constant noise. School starts back in about a week for me, and I just wanted to know:

What are you struggling with? Do you need some advice? Do you want to just get it out there?

Feel free to say whatever it is that’s on your mind in the comments. I’m interested and I care. #Whatswrong #struggle #Anxiety #SocialAnxiety #Depression