I've been struggling for years battling an entire group of people known as a gang stalk. This year I was found in the ditch for the second time in a year and I managed to plant myself in a new career opportunity with a new home despite having all taken from me in the past. However, the enraged group took to new lows and used gaslighting to diminish my own capacity of self worth and then engaged in cruel and unusual tactics behind my back taking all from me again which has been approved and supervised by the local police. The police have tortured me in my home again knowing no consequence exists and have taken all opportunities for me to provide an income for myself because they fornicated and defecated in my private home while recording my conversations and stealing my identity. They told me your life is so meaningless and useless after people who finished their schooling did this to you that we don't give a fuck if people use your useless name to commit cyber crime and trash your reputation. You are done in Canada and should consider killing yourself as payment for even being allowed to live in a country that knows how to do things to people who think things. I called the #Suicide prevention line and was met with a in a few days things can be dealt with or we can send a mobile crisis team which is known to alienate people over to discredit your claim and lock you up in an institution. After the call my life was threatened and my apartment invaded and I was sexually violated twice by people who said I should of known better than to work or co work with people so successful on and off the internet and that this is what happens to done in people who think they can make something of themselves. Alas I sit no money for rent, no job, no friends, no family and in Canada you can't travel anywhere except by $400 one way 45 minute flight to your destination which is to see my parents and a police service saying my profile is that of somebody who gets fucked over for people stressed out over how much they spent on their families at Christmas time. I have no chance of having a wife or kids as the police have me on the list subjected to cruel and unusual punishment until we do the country a favor and commit #Suicide so the embarrassment the country feels for having someone monitored 24/7 through electronic surveillance is out of mind and people go on feeling like they contributed to homeland security for destroying the security risk of the person they invaded and intruded on. So many things I'd like to be doing and bettering myself with but stuck in #EmotionalAbuse cycles that lead to #Depression #Anxiety #restlessness #spatialdiscomfort . I thank all those who have written stories I can attach to for a sense of human decency as I have also been told I'm on a list I need to understand health care is a privilege not a right and that if I choose to see a professional I will be dealt with accordingly. So thank you so much for the help and happy new year.