Am I useless? #Anxiety #Depression #Fibromyalgia #DegenerativeDiscDisease #Spinalbonespur #bulgingdiscs #Migraine #RestlessLegsSyndrome
I can’t go through a day without breaking down. I’ve got referrals in the works for both psychology and psychiatry appointments. I cannot function in my current state. So much pain and the meds are doing nothing! I need income but can’t stand for more than a few minutes without my legs going weak, can’t sit long because the bone spur on my spine (tailbone) is literally a pain in the ass. Even getting comfortable in a laying position is difficult. I’m so fed up with disappointing everyone around me. I’m sorry I’m sick. I can’t help it and dammit it’s not just laziness. I’ve applied for disability and been denied. The lawyers that are supposed to be there to help won’t. I’m literally stuck.