theend

I'm so used to chapters in my life suddenly closing, done, finished, there is no more. But lately I've found things closing at a much slower rate and I'm not sure which is worse.  Knowing whatever is coming to an end, seeing it and having to wait it out while the end gets here is... excruciating to say the least.  I never had the chance to really experience the emotions that went along with stuff before, I just had to move on without looking back.  But this?  This having time to sit and reflect on the situation, waiting it out and having to feel all the things that go with the changes happening?  I'm not sure about this.