Back in October my Dr. put in a referral for me to see a psychiatrist in order to get reevaluated. Today I got the call. My appointment is the 13th of October. It's hard not to be discouraged. I'm in crisis and have been for a while now. I've also been waiting since October to get in to a therapist. I'm just not sure how I'm going to hold on until October. #Depression #Anxiety #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #whoknowswhatelse
I just had to think really hard about what I actually did today and I'm still struggling to remember. I think I went out for instant cappuccino, cereal, and a chocolate raspberry candy bar. Took my new health supplement and have been distracting as usual to cope. Yesterday, I saw a good looking guy but was too nervous to say anything but thank you after he held the door at Dunkin. I suppose the onus isn't entirely on me though. I just hate this life. #quietborderline #qbpd #MDD #majordepressive #Anxiety #agoraphobic #CPTSD #whoknowswhatelse
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