Appearance

Struggling with self image. Its painful to look at me on the right. I used to take care of myself when was really happy which showed. Now I have zero interest in that ( though I've a hair appt booked). I feel self conscious that the staff here where I stay in emergency accommodation judge me. Everyone judges by appearances to some extent. I make zero effort and I wish I could go back to feeling attractive. I feel dull, lacklustre and like I'm invisible. It's quite hard to share this. It's not just superficial. When I was happy it showed.

I've been growing my hair out for like 2-3 months now,& it still has a long way to go b4 it's all one length long enuf to get cut into a "bob" hairdoo. For now it's been looking bad & I covet it even when I'm alone in the apartment, cuz it makes me feel bad t to look at it how it is. When I go out to food shop, I wear one of my hats.. 😬😯😕☺😉😁