Appearance #Appearance #Selfimage #Bipolar #Anxiety #Depression
Struggling with self image. Its painful to look at me on the right. I used to take care of myself when was really happy which showed. Now I have zero interest in that ( though I've a hair appt booked). I feel self conscious that the staff here where I stay in emergency accommodation judge me. Everyone judges by appearances to some extent. I make zero effort and I wish I could go back to feeling attractive. I feel dull, lacklustre and like I'm invisible. It's quite hard to share this. It's not just superficial. When I was happy it showed.