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Coordinated group harassment, is https://gross.Large numbers, collectively making one individual,question their reality and surroundings, is harrassment and abuse, no matter the venue, reason or intent. Ecspecially when that party is trying.
Poor taste and sad experience, that should have been fulfilling. Another venue, tainted by Tom, thats all, it is.You, should be embarrassed.
To bother me, https://still.Years later.
Taking it to the levels you have, was unnecessary and lowbrow, even for you. Don't you have daughters? Clients and a life, yet?A bottle to finish somewhere? Another woman to use?You have done me favors and I did nothing to deserve this.you played https://me.I found out because, you are aweful at it, end of https://story.You are a Old man who uses https://women.Thats it.now Im going to be mean back.im done, all is coming out now.
And, How, Am I to be shunned, by people, I do not know? Or care to know, for they showed me, themselves, last year. I do it for me.
Playing these shenanigans on me, you played yourself, just like before.
I now understand, exactly who, She https://is.And why you are together, sad for her, but not now.
Tacky and as ugly of a woman, as I saw, from the first encounter, remember, when you were with that other one, remember, at the old place. Before she divorced her girls father, that you https://friended.Familiar game, she is, who you, made her into. You said 15 years, was it, dedication https://there.Wow.And she is not, the first.
A degree only, is a paper and financial security, only. Gots to keep up https://appearances.Thats a stretch, get it?

To support a man, who stalks and harrasses, women, is sick. Do people know what you two, do to women? Well runaround Sue, He, has, you fooled. I told him, to leave me alone. Then you got a cat. There is no peace and tranquility in a woman who stands by, and watches her husband hurt, other women, for her own image. No matter how many yoga poses you pull off. Look across the table, see who is betraying who. I have two cats https://now.Funny and I have names and addresses too...Im done being nice, kind and https://passive.You hurt mine, but, yours hurts, everyone.
He is no reformed man.
I can't imagine what, you have been https://fed.Maybe the three women should have tea, or four, five, maybe some lunch, Fazooles or The entire show, dig up 20 more https://years.House of cards is https://falling.I told you to leave us https://alone.People are going to get hurt because he, has zero self control, knows no boundaries and can't be told https://no.Ive been quiet long enough.
WHO WANTS THE TEA!!!

I think its time, acting is, your choice to use. Tell her, to call https://me.Lunch maybe, some wine,oh where, there are https://people.Ill show her what I have.Since, you all know me so well, I think it is time.
I kept things,she should see.
To clarify.

Sacrifice, you say, you sacrificed yourself. How so?
Lies.
My husband was sacrificed, no one https://else.Bt you. He was used and munipulated, for someone else's messed up thoughts and feelings. You felt bad for him,for being with someone "like me".Sure.He had it made and now, hes sick, ashamed and
Screwed, because of you, not letting go. I didnt contact you.
But you want me quiet,for whos sake, yours or Hers? Save her the embarrassment, https://really.Nah.The natural order of karma, will take care of that.
Always has, in the most strangest of ways.
Scares me, when Im wronged and not from what I do. Ive watched and its,not https://good.I dont get it.

Intention vs https://impact.If you forgot.

You left debris, everywhere.
And its Time to clean.

Im not interested in this game, your lying assistant or your partner in https://crime.You destroyed that chance with crossing every https://boundary.I chose, my choices, willingly and with reason.no https://justifying.I was not like that,EVER.BEFORE.That, is not my history or my https://patterns.I was https://sober.Aware and https://present.That was, the only https://time.I will not apologize for knowing myself and My https://reasons.They are noones, Not even his. Or https://Hers.They are mine.
Acting sanctimonious towards anyone,other than in defense of oneself, is pointless. I am defending what has been https://tarnished.Engineering chaos and trying to apply ABA to me, does not work. My work happens https://organically.Not forced, orchestrated and https://munipulated.Same as https://relationships.Im not a transaction, an afterthought or a second choice.

For two years, my life was put under a microscope, for what? Information on my past choices, leverage for him,because I humiliated you?The past two years,two completely seperate lives,intertwined, only to humiliate and laugh?Really.Seems alot for https://ego.Orchestrating that much, for that long,with no results.me at my most vulnerable,paralyzing, paranoid and https://defensive.My most aweful self on display? I think of all the puns, shots, implied comments, coinsedences,directed at me.Why? To bring me, rejection, on a silver platter.
As if, I haven't been pushed aside https://before.Ignoring me, on https://purpose.As if I, what, expected a lesson?Group mentality never impressed https://me.Im not a social climber, you have to be socializing to accomplishment https://that.But Who, why, what they got, off of the https://effort.The time and energy seriously was ridiculous, but my motivation is https://questioned.That is https://obsessive.How do people pretend, for others that way, knowing? I wouldn't beable https://to.I take it, the whole group of them, have flourished, as a group, friendships and real connection, from disliking me for writing about my experience.to me, its https://gross.Enjoy

Today's a bust,tomorrow a canvas https://prep.I will keep looking and https://finding.I am not building sandcastles or bubbles.in this past eighteen months,

I trusted too many,people, I never, should have trusted, that, is, my https://fault.I expressed myself, blindly and https://unapologetically.And trusted those, I shouldn't of, again.
I went, I answered, I https://followed.I thought, I had friends, they were https://not.I had to learn that, https://ouch.Lesson learned, thank you.

I understand why revenge, slander,character assasination was https://used.Fighting someone elses battles is not my thing anymore, I did that in my 20s too but https://stopped.Ive revisited other things, not that, it is gross, group bullying.
Thats not my style.
I resolve,grow and rebuild, where able and willing apply.
But that takes effort and transparency, for all involved.
I did that years ago.im done going in their circles.
And avoiding will not change what has been done.
Amazing where some, put their effort in others,lives, behind the shadows.
To make,one person hurt and struggle for https://forgiveness.Some of us get extra punishment cause we are special 😆 🤣 😂.Unreal.

True colors were shown and sides were https://taken.Im good.
That is, what happens.it is, what it is.
Fair game? I'd say not, considering, but hey, Im only one,little old, mean,crazy,me,over https://here.Just me 😆 🤣.
Enjoy the show and carry on.

Watching my phones data, be downloaded in real time, is fun.Watching, others watch me, is a leap from voyorism 😆 🤣 and having a pattern of viewership, is hysterical. The numbers, do not https://lie.And how I love a pattern.
To sit back, bait the line and https://wait.I have times,locations and will 😆 🤣 😂.

Faith, hope and resilience, aren't my, only, foundations.to underestimate faith and will, is https://foolish.You cannot keep faith and hope covered in lies or false bravado.it is instilled,ingrained in your values and upbringing.
I was blessed, to have a dozen outside family members, who adored and loved me, taught me, unconditionally and have showed respect,dignity and love, towards me my entire life. I know, Im loveable and loving. I know, the difference, that is why,I walked https://away.I do love myself, my life, is valid, I do matter, I did show up, Some, just didnt want me there, year after year, after year and so https://on.And I again, called it https://out.My https://bad.I now https://know.When those around you, project a version of you, to others, look out, not https://away.That alone, tells you who, they https://are.I saw, I said so and I now, I know.

I found out, Id be a mother on Thanksgiving.Every year, I take a moment to reflect and process, the day my life changed.My son, is fearless.He is a wonder kid, in my eyes.His attributes outweigh the boyhood in him.Life gave him similar hurdles socially.I was accused of sheltering him,controlling him and speaking for him, by those who watched from arms length.Always critical but never actively involved daily.He has quick wit, that stops you short.A calm in crisis when the dust settles.He will not hurt anyone unless they hurt him directly.I know he has to grow, without me.I wasn't prepared for it, at first, but that was always, my goal.my sons independence is and has always been my goal.to mindfully step away,like ripping a bandaid, was the hardest decision in my life.But it was necessary.You can not model as a parent when ill.They learn patience, thoughtfulness and care,by watching others.They learn life doesnt stop, people keep living, someone still has to shop, do laundry, feed the pets and somehow still connect, as a unit.it is called, showing up. And my Son, did, has and continues, to show up.My son has taught me more, than ALL the children Ive assisted.He is his own young man, with pride being guided, defends me when right but will toe to toe any day, when I am wrong and offer me a hug, after.Every hug is spectacular when you know how difficult it is.He is my choice, my first, my only, my wishes, my fears, my faith in people.He is all emotions, all circles of life and grace. He has given too much to too many.I look at him and know.That is something no one can ever take from me, our history.He knows and others can sway him, triangulate him with promises and try, but he knows.He sat for years, watching, studying and observing, he knows.His instincts are new, still weary but he knows.He had to learn the hard way, titles are nothing, only fancy words before a name.People are given the respect they project.He is strong and underestimated and real to the bone.He, will, be great and He, Will.I am happy looking back at the beginning of his life, because it was meant to be, by the life he gave.He will get there and I know he'll beable to get through it.I have all the faith for that life.

Ive been technically " alone" for a very long https://time.I have shelter and financial https://support.I am grateful, unbelievably grateful for https://that.Those outside, feel I have done, this, to myself. As if I put a razor blade barrier around me, at some point, in the last four years.

I understand who and how, https://now.But for the last two years, many went out of their way, to make, me see how alone I https://was.And to teach me a lesson on, family ties.
That, is not, support.
I will https://pass.But thank you for teaching me....

That you can not come with health conditions or a life lived https://history.You are https://damaged.He should not have to care for her.

You will be at fault, for others lies, about your https://past.You will be damned, for your personal https://history.For it is too be aired out like the dirty laundry, for fun of https://course.But not by you, by the women who hate you.it must be true.

That if you ask for help, everyone will be asked, what to do, but you.it is not about you.it is about what they have done, for you.

When therapy is involved, no one will show up, EVER,DO NOT ASK.

If you complain, at all, you are ungrateful and need to be https://quiet.Never confide in anyone.
Do not look for resolve, answers or reasoning, you will be arguing.
If you are a woman, know your role, your place and do not, tell the truth.Lie,look good and shut up.
You can tell people the version that makes, THEM, look good, but do not, tell your truth, their truth only.

Take Pills prescribed, as many as they tell you https://to.Numb yourself, do not feel the feelings and do not question those https://feelings.Repress everything.

I have been here,talking it all https://out.Everyone else can debate, criticize, judge and trip over themselves, assume away, please.im approached by strangers, insulted and followed, for what? Intimidation.Ok? It makes you look well, weak, all of https://you.That strength in numbers mentality doesnt apply here, https://sorry.Ive seen your work.

After all the namecalling and trash gossip, cloaked as concern and care, stops, then what?
They pretend nothing happened?Same in my family.
And it,all goes away, right? nope.

Im not going https://away.And people know, if anything happens to me.
When you project your own delussion,for your orchestrated "win", upon me, you loose, not me.
It is not a loss for me,maliciously trying to hurt me, is not something I run towards or will try, to fix, out of desperation.
That is your mess to clean, not mine.
It is transparent, who is running this circus and I am embarrassed, for all involved, if they could come to me directly, Id be happy to talk...Funny how that played out.
When the masks fall, wow,they fall by the https://dozens.Freakin dominoes over there.

I embraced that part of getting therapy, it felt https://great.I saw through the lies, the hiding, the comments. Why the problems now?

When people try to flip the script, they panick, rally and get messy, you guys got messy...real https://quick.You might want to find a therapist or new life coach, something other than eachother,cut back on the drinky drink and gummies maybe.

An outsiders perspective on how to treat someone in crisis? A suggestion, thats all.
But atleast I know now.
Thanks to all, involved.