I swear to god, any time I try to mention bpd in public or tell even the closest people, people still look at me like I’ve lost my fuxking mind. Like don’t worry y’all im not fucking contagious. Im a kind kind soul that really struggles and feels a lot in this world that is quite frankly terrifying. Im tired of being told that “I don’t bpd” by my mom, im tired of always overthinking and realizing how everything I did screamed bpd and I didn’t even know what it was. And I’m mad. Im mad that therapy isn’t free and im mad that mental health is still so stigmatized, especially bpd, and especially in black culture. Kanye’s story for example. It makes sense.
Im still team Pete all day lol he learned to manage his bpd which is awesome but yeah.. sorry, needed to rant… I am in recovery ❤️ DBT daily. Found out I had bpd after I’d been tapering off benzos at an extremely high dose and now im really aware so I needed to ramble, lol. Thanks everyone! Look forward to the day I share my story! 🙏🏼❤️ #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #BPDDiagnosis #BPD #BpdRants #Benzos #Hope #Healing