Well, now I know why my life is so effed up.
I'm just starting to research and learn about this steaming pile of crap in my head that finally has a name and a direction, aside from just PTSD.
I live in Jacksonville, FL, and would appreciate it if anyone knows if there are any in person support groups in my area. #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #BPDDiagnosis #bpdsupportgroup
Ahh...the mind of BPD. It really is a paradox. Everything you crave you resist...
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You want love? You push love away.
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You want trust? You become accusatory.
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You want happiness? You brain instinctively latches on to all the negatives.
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You want peace? You create chaos.
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You want stability? You become fearful and unstable.
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It's hard when it's your brain. It's hard to manage what is instinctive. That's the biggest message that I want to get across to people that don't understand Borderline. The behaviors to the thoughts, emotions, and feelings are reflexive. It takes diligent effort to change a natural reflex. Think about that the next time you flinch.
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#BPD #bpdawareness #Love #Borderline #MentalHealth #MentalIllness #Emotions #lifecoach #miami #bpdsupportgroup
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