Hope It reaches you
I hope this letter finds you well. How are you?
I don't think I'll ever get to know, but I hope
you are doing fine. It saddens me And to be
honest, not a day has gone by that I haven't
though about you. I still watch our photos
from time to time and it still makes me
smile, and at the same time it makes me cry.
I will never forget you. Even if the memories
hurt, I don't ever want to forget you. You'll
always have a special place in my heart
because you were and will be my 'special'
love. We had something special. You walked
into my life one day and you made me realize
that you were everything that I needed and
wanted. I thought you were the one for me,
and I wanted to spend the rest of my life with
You were my lover and my best friend. I
could always count on you. We had
everything planned out. After we get settled
than our marriage, then married life and all.
But somewhere along the way, we lost track
of it. I tried to bring back the flame, but it
ended up burning everything down.
I'm sorry. I'd be lying if I said I don't miss you.
Because even before we ended, I've been
missing you for much longer than that, I
wanted us to be together 24/7. I miss you
leaning on my shoulder, I miss my'
'comfy-spot'. I miss me lifting you in in terrace, ,I
miss me starring at you in public cause i
didn't have a care in the world. It was just
you and me.I
think that you did give your 100% to tolerate me.#
You loved me in a way no one else did. You
became a part of me. I grew in the love that
you gave me, and I'll forever be thankful.
You are the love of my life. Always will be.
But love doesn't conquer all, and the reality
is, not everyone gets to hold on to the love of
their lives. But this doesn't mean that l'm
giving up on the possibility of us being
together again. If we're meant for each other,
we'll find our way back to each other.
I had to let go trying because you were no
longer happy seeing me. I was continuously
suffocating and hurting you. I didn't really
have a choice. The tears had to end, and I
didn't want to get to the point where we start
hating each other. Although you probably
hate me now, I'm still hoping that someday
you'll learn to forgive me. I'm hoping that
you'll understand why we became to be like
this and you want to give it a go again.
Nevertheless, your significance in my life will
never change. I love you enough that I would
still want you in my life even if I'm no longer
your reason to be happy. I thought you would,
too. Thank you for the memories, the good
and the bad, and I'll forever cherish them till
the day I leave this world. I was lucky to have
met you. After all, not everyone gets to meet
their love of the lives, and I know in my heart
and mind, that you were mine. I'm sorry for
the times I have hurt you and made you cry. I