Worried I’m never going to be okay again
My agoraphobia has gotten so bad that I can’t even use the phone most days, and this week I’ve barely been able to message with close friends. I haven’t set foot outside in two weeks I’m so depressed I wish I was dead, but I don’t want to kill myself. PTSD is getting worse. Two days ago I had heart-pounding anxiety all day. I’ve been sick for more than a year (with no diagnosis) which has exacerbated everything, because I can’t get out of bed most days. I think I’ve figured out what it likely is, something my Docs should have picked up on with the extensive family history they have, along with my ethnic background. And then there are the migraine headaches, as many as four a week now. #Depression #PTSD #Agoraphobia #Anxiety #Fatigue #Arthritis #HereditaryHemochromatosis #CelticKiller