This is not a post about Covid. This is about finding family a challenge. Tonight my nephew got married. I find my sister in law’s family extremely unpleasant. But I put on my proverbial big girl pants and attended. My sister in laws mom complimented one of my daughters “she is so skinny” chubby sis was right there. The ceremony had more of a crowd than I can deal with so I stood in tbe back with my girls , another guests tells me if your girls can’t behave you shouldn’t have brought them (I said maybe if you don’t know how to behave maybe you shoulda stayed home. And on and on it went. We stayed for the ceremony, dinner and the first “dance” at 1145pm I had it and told my husband he is welcome to stay I’ll drive home but we all left now it’s 1am and I feel bad that I couldn’t force myself to stay any longer am I am awful self absorbed POS? #Chat #Support #encourage #SocialAnxiety #Family