A sad day #sad #depperison
My baby brother died today! I don’t know how I feel! I feel sad, empty, and numb!
My baby brother died today! I don’t know how I feel! I feel sad, empty, and numb!
I have always been house to house I have always been by myself mistreated not even looked at past my body I gain 3 handsome sons out the worst realtionships in my life I thought I experienced love but I never did out of 24 years I don’t know what it’s like to have someone love me or child to actually care about us to actually not leave us, I have always had the bad guy never the good guy. I get the guy that thinks he ready and isn’t ready Or I’m friendzoned or just wanted for my body. What makes it so worst is the fact that I let it go on that long I always say self love niq then I go right back into a situation because it’s safe it shouldn’t be safe.. makes matter worst my house really fell down when my own mother didn’t believe in me she doesn’t believe I’m graduate college or turn my life around she did the unthinkable now before I tell you yes I lost two appointments dealing with my recent ex and youngest sons father but my mom didn’t like the fact that I would only get my kids on the weekend at her house but threw the week I would see two them and I would ft my youngest son he was gonna be an hour away my other two down the street from my college so she kicked me out and hit me holding my youngest one day and I had to do the unthinkable I removed myself from my mom placed my kids and safety and I was advised not to speak to her so I blocked her on everything all they were doing was helping me they saw they needed to push right to get myself together right . So I have seen them and ft them but I’m broken I’m lost I’m in a situation to where I don’t know if I can make it for my kids or if I can get another home in year I know what mistake not to do but I don’t even money for my uniforms or for anything my anxiety is through the roof I don’t like the way I look or feel I’m depressed I’m use to having my boys everyday noise 24/7 what I do how do I do it #depperison #Anxiety #idontlikeme #ifeelalone
I Always Been Better At Sleeping In The Say Time And Have Trouble Sleeping At Night. But Right Now My Mental illness is Why I Can't Sleep... #Cantsleep #depperison #Bipolar #LGBTQ
This couldn’t be more accurate on my feeling . Please I need a friend who understands this path !
I currently have been feeling a lot of emotions lately that I can’t explain to others around me or the people who care about me. I’m seeing myself distancing from others, not wanting to talk to anyone, getting annoyed from everything and everyone for absolutely no reason.
A lot of people around me want to support and help me but the problem is I don’t know what is going on with myself to ask for help.
Someone who I have been talking to recently and is interested in getting to know me, and we have. He told me today “have you talked to your therapist about that?” And I just got confused because therapy doesn’t solve everything neither antidepressants can. He told me he’s there if I need him and he can support me in any way, I asked, like what? He replied: if you ever want to talk about it I will definitely listen and be here for you.
I don’t know how to explain what I’m feeling, I don’t even know what I’m feeling but I know I’m not feeling myself.
I currently have been feeling a lot of emotions lately that I can’t explain to others around me or the people who care about me. I’m seeing myself distancing from others, not wanting to talk to anyone, getting annoyed from everything and everyone for absolutely no reason.
A lot of people around me want to support and help me but the problem is I don’t know what is going on with myself to ask for help.
Someone who I have been talking to recently and is interested in getting to know me, and we have. He told me today “have you talked to your therapist about that?” And I just got confused because therapy doesn’t solve everything neither antidepressants can. He told me he’s there if I need him and he can support me in any way, I asked, like what? He replied: if you ever want to talk about it I will definitely listen and be here for you.
I don’t know how to explain what I’m feeling, I don’t even know what I’m feeling but I know I’m not feeling myself.
been excited all day to hang out with my friend and everything went wrong. im still trying to go to Walmart.
I feel so let down this started to be the only good day I've had in a while but it ended horrible #Letdown #depperison