So someone that has been the best friend has blindsided me. She pushed and pushed and kept asking me if I was ok, told me I can trust her, talk to her, wants to help me. This was 10mths ago. So back then I finally decided to be brave and say I wasn’t ok. I opened my life to her told her my deepest secrets and thoughts. She became so concerned for me she felt she needed to tell my husband (he knew nothing I hid it). I begged her not too but she felt he should know. The last 10mths my life has spiraled out of control as I have faced so much from the past etc. she has been there as she said she would be. Told me she will walk with me through this etc. and then Today she called and what would you know, she said it feels like she is back in high school and doesnt know what I want from her. Um seriously 😒 want to crawl back into my hole where I once was and nobody knew nothing. I don’t care if people sense I wasn’t ok i wish I never opened up and let myself be vulnerable. #drepession #alone #hurt #sad #angry #depressed #PerfectlyHiddenDepressedPerson