If you know pain, then you understand not being able to fully be somewhere. I was out with friends for a birthday and for most of the night felt fine, then comes this sharp shooting pain throughout my body that got worse if I moved around, and of course we’re out dancing. How the hell am I supposed to act like I’m not in pain and dance around when that is the very thing that makes it worse? How am I supposed to have a good time? How am I supposed to tell the friends I rode with that I’m ready to go home without ruining their night? Well I didn’t do any of that. I sat at our table and could tell that I had a look on my face. A look of disgust. A look of tiredness. A look of pain. A look they had seen too often lately. Thankfully I have wonderful friends who sat at the table with me. Who danced in their seats so I wasn’t alone. Who never left my side regardless of the song that was playing and how bad they wanted to be out dancing around. Tired my body deciding when we have fun. #Endometriosis #endometrosissucks